You know, you can do all you can to try to put things out of your mind, but honestly, if it doesnt want to leave, there is a reason for it, so i just carry on with my daily routine, work, eat sleep, think, although working silly long hours with a new job can help.
I want nothing else than happyness, why is it so hard to find, i realise that it should not be up to others to be happy but right now i feel that it is the one thing that is missing, its all i am looking for to complete the puzzle, and when you find the missing piece only to loose it down the sofa all that work seems not to be worth it, why try in the first place.
This phase will pass, i will let it go at some point but for now its to much of a part of me.
They say that in the end it will work out fine, if its not fine then its not the end, i hope its fine sooner than later
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